Random Post for TODAY!!!
After the pervious post,
I decided to write another one.
DOnt think i am beinging emo!
Just writing out how i feel~


No matter how clever is a person,
How high can their EQ n IQ is.
Whenever one come into relationship,
Or facing someone you really like.
He/She will become dumb dumb.
* Not trying to refer to who But maybe myself? *


But i think i am already dumb enough,
So i shouldnt let myself become more dumb.
Sometime i feel kinda of stupid.
At times when there is 100 question mark
in your mind wanting to ask.
But People choose not to ask or know the truth.
Because the truth hurts the most.
Make me feel like a idiot.

If someone ever ask me,
"DO i really believe in relationship?"
I will give a stright "NO".
Rather, i should use the word disappoiteD?
I have seen so much from surrounding,
dont blame me for this thinking.
Becuase we clearly know what it is.
There is always a time limit,
When the time reached the sparker fade,
Then what left behind is only responsibility.
By then it wont be so easy to maintain.
How much can u really like a person????
How long can u really like he/she??

What make you so such that u realy like he/she?
Who can be so sure that the words "forever" does exist??
SO many people get marry and yet ended up divorce.
It is only a paper afterall.
Maybe 5 of 10 will divorce,
4 will remain in marriage because of kids?
The remaining 1???
Maybe they do love each other that much and still together
Or maybe either one die?


Conculsion ::

Maybe i just simply love myself more than anyone.
Not allowing anyone to have any chance to hurt me?
I am not the type of person that willing
to give in 100% for relationship.
Maybe not now. future??? i dont know.
I am not someone that willing to be tie down by the other.
Reporting what i going to do everyday,
going out with who or what so ever.



Anyway i am gald that crystal found hers now.
And yan have her stable one.
Hope beth will find hers.
As for me... HMMMM.. i think kinda of hard.