FENN LOVE THIS SONG! >.<


A song composed by a 17 yrs old girl that had passed away

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说 我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千言万语 还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去


我先走了 去了好远的地方 不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 过去 却并不容易 生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说 我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千言万语 还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 ho ho...

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 我想对你说 我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃 心里有千言万语 还没说给你听
我使劲全力 不想闭上眼睛 这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记 你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我永远爱你





HOHOHO!
Went to my attachment place to take a look!
Now i know where is it!
And That area still wasnt that bad!! hehe!
But i think i better bring an umbrella out everyday.
Cause got a long walking distance without shelter plus recently is raining season.

Anyway watched newmoon!
MOOD: MIXED FEELING!!!!!!!
The movie still wasnt that bad afterall!
Just the ending........ Hmmmm.
Shall wait for the next series!
I thought i would cry, but i didnt.
Meanwhile i will be reading the books again! =)





I like this sentence:
"You smile when you feel like crying, you act like you're okay, when you're falling apart inside and you let it go. You move on, because there's nothing else you can do."
Hopefully no more nightmare? i guess?
For the last 2 months, I hate those nights when i was waken up by nightmare.
Now, she know everything going to be okay! because it had to be!
Its already time to get over everything and move on! =)





Wooooooo! FYP COME TO THE END!


she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy! she is happy!


What other words can she use to discribe her feeling now?
Hmmmm. delighted, pleased, glad??? what else!? HEHEHE!
It was still like yesterday when FYP just started.
Everyday watching video, walking around,
slacking and having so much fun.
Now got to get serious for attachment soon!
I think i will be missing this place, S.333!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GOODBYEEEEEEEEE! *Muack!




HOW WAS MY PRESENTATION?
Actually everything didnt went very smoothly.
While i was testing the software on wed, my windows media encoder didnt work! So i asked the DT to help me reformatted the computer again! *Within this 3 months, i think this computer reformatted like about 6 times? seriously giving me alot of trouble! * Then got the naggy breifing which was totally wasting my time! after that, I had to rush back to the lab to install back all the sofeware!
1hour before the presentation, then i realise my DT didnt help me install back VB and CS3! i took almost an hour to install the VB. luckily it complete installing 10min before my presentation? HAHAHA!


Surprise 1 : My marker!
I always thought he is those problematic people, he got the very MEAN look. BUT he was actually a very nice guy! =) He did ask any werid Question, in fact not many just afew. Everything went quite smoothly after that!

Anyway!
Im guess i was already kind enough, wanting to explain and hand over everything to my parnter. but he left me with "just leave on the table and he left the lab". Im seriously sorry and sadly to say that im NOT GOING TO ENTERTIAN anyone regarding about that project.
Firstly, i will be having my IAP, so I wont be free.
Secondly, i will be deleting everything away from my thumbdrive
Because SCHOOL COMPUTER have virus!!
Terrible Virus!!!!! I guess my desktop also tio le!!!! =(
Thirdly, i cant find any reason to do so.
LASTLY, I DONT FEEL LIKE! =X
I only help people that is worth and deserve helping .
Anyway im done with this whole project! nobody shall bother it with me. =)





Attachment location : Geylang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even though i wished my company location to be in the east,
But i never expect its at that area. =.=
Somemore im attached to the company alone! siannn =(
Pleaseeeeeee, dont let me encounter any werid/funny people.
I just want a safe n sound 12 weeks.

Researched on the company already.
Should be those telecommunication company.
i think most likely i will be working as call operater?
Does that mean no internet/computer for me?

Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:

Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.

Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so it’s an even trade.

Nothing - This means “something”, and you should be on your toes. “Nothing” is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. “Nothing” usually signifies an argument that will last “Five Minutes” and end with “Fine”.

Go Ahead - At some point in the near future, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
Go Ahead (With Raised Eyebrows) - This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over “Nothing” and will end with the word “Fine”.
Go Ahead (Neutral Expression) - This means “I give up” or “do what you want because I don’t care” You will get a “Raised Eyebrow Go Ahead” in just a few minutes, followed by “Nothing” and “Fine” and she will talk to you in about “Five Minutes” when she cools off.

Loud Sigh - This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A “Loud Sigh” means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment, and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over “Nothing”.

Soft Sigh - Again, not a word, but a non-verbal statement. “Soft Sighs” mean that she is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.

That’s Okay - This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. “That’s Okay” means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you back for whatever it is that you have done. “That’s Okay” is often used with the word “Fine” and in conjunction with a “Raised Eyebrow”.

Please Do - This is not a statement, it is an offer. A woman is giving you the chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. You have a fair chance with the truth, so be careful and you shouldn’t get a “That’s Okay”.

Thanks - A woman is thanking you. Do not faint. Just say you’re welcome.
Thanks A Lot - This is much different from “Thanks.” A woman will say, “Thanks A Lot” when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have offended her in some callous way, and will be followed by the “Loud Sigh.” Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the “Loud Sigh,” as she will only tell you “Nothing”.

today is tuesday.

My lab is kinda quiet now,
Feeling like im back to the time during week 1 -6
just that there is "someone" sitting beside me and just that computer.
I think i guess to admit im kinda bad mood/temper during these period,
As i got pissed off very easily, seriously very very very easily.
*guys, please dont try my limit.






Can someone please make her smile?











2days MC. SHIOK ARH! =))
i didnt went school this 2days.
got scolding from my doctor, he warned me of eating my meal regularly.
PLUS he say my knee might left scar!!!! siann!
Anyone please tell me why and how did i fell down??
The floor is flat, there isnt any stair or what.

Fatty fen got fatter!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So sian! think recently ate too much junk food le.
Shall cut down on my junk food!~!~!~!~!~
People! if you happened to see her eating junk food, please stop her
tell her she is fat and need to jianfei, thanks. >.<

COuntDown-ING : 5moreRounds!
Next week is already last week of my FYP!
12weeks passes so fast and i think i had lots of funs.
Think i will miss fyp life. =X
timetable for next week presentation still not out yet?
Why our lab is always the last to know?

Briefing for iap next week!
Until now still dont know where im attached to.
*Bless*
1. Location is in the east/ somewhere nearby!!!!
2. Nice Company!????? At least no annoying or irrating people?
3. Slacking job? i dont mind beinging a coffee girl?
if not they can ask me to do anything that i know?





Guesssss!!!!!
who is this golden hair girl in our lab???????

In the process, with xiangyun help.
manage to guess who is this?

The answer is luntat. HAHAHAHA!
Trying to put xiangyun wig.

Hmmmm. fenn have no comments on the photo. XD







today isnt raining,
but why am i still feeling freaking cold?
somemore today doesnt seem like a MONDAY to meeeee!
i also dont know why, so dont bother to ask why.





something doesnt seem right! >.<





Day 3 after i fell.
I think it was a great fell?
At least i vent all my ...... out already. HOHOHO!
Now, kinda back to normal already?
its my work that is affecting me,Or something else?
Something keep appearing in my head
whenever i wanting to do my work.
Shall hack care!
its not going to be my business anyway.
Back to be a kind soul. >.<

Havent had a good good sleep!
Plus now my knee got this injury, sleeping is suck.
Whenever i move/walk, suddenly like so painfully.
But i think that jap cream is working already.
Its starting to dry already...
Hopefully no scar will left behind.

I have finished my mission for the past 2 days.
Completed redo my flash,AES and 90% of report.
Shall start editing the presentation slides
& make sure nothing goes wrong. =)

I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!
I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY! I WANT MY FRIDAY!

3hours more to end school.
9hours more to friday.






This isnt right.





Bad Bad DAY!

I WANT MY FYP TO END NOW!
I WANT THIS TO BE MY WEEK 12 PLEASE!
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME GET RID OF........

My sup is seriously finding trouble for me!
I now have to "Redo" my flash!
Fennn, please bear with everything!
Its going to be over soon, real soon!!!!!!!
Stop venting your anger~

After feel so..... for the whole day,
I fell down on my way home and seriously its super malu!!!!!!!!!!!
My sister was still laughing and asking me to "show off" my injury.
Then my sister BF came out with a sentence "help her apply the cream from jap".
how nice of him right?? BUT applying the cream was like a torture to me!

THAT HOLY CREAM! The moment the cream was apply to my wound, i seriously feel like screaming! IT IS SUPER DUPER PAINFUL! like million of ants biting that wound. Actually my injury wasnt that serious, it just happened to be on my knee. So i can "feel" something when i walk, sit or move~


BLESS ME!!!!! I want a better day!



Question: The Twilight Marathon on 02 Dec
Should i watch marthon or just the movie??????? Or anyone is interested to watch with me. I think by that time we will start having our iap. I know i wont really like new moon, cause i still find twilight and breaking dawn the best. New moon and eclipse are alittle suck. Actually whenever i think of this movie i felt so siann, BUT for the sake of Robert Pattinson, i will still go watch. I still think he is the coolest. bleahh. =P





Suddenly down with all the sian-ness!
I think its because i dont have much to do already.
Losing all the mood for doing work.
Feel like going home now and sleep now.







One month more. . . .

The Twilight Sage: New Moon

Im not that looking forward to this movie anymore.
Maybe just not as before. =)





GG of my LAPPY!!
This time is COMFIRM PLUS CHOP CHOP GG already.
Lappy no cure! =X
Luckily i dont have to use it now already. Do i?

Week 9 Day 1.
She is trying to do her best.
Im about 75% done with my project within one week?
I have finished my programming part, my website and flash.
Now what i need to do is to see what i can improve!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
Plus my final report and presentation.
I got to pray hard my relay dont spoil again.
EVERYTHING, PLEASE GO THE RIGHT WAY OKAY! hohohoho~

Conculsion : MIT ROCKS!
If you understand, then understand............ Else its okay!